It is a blustery day in Las Cruces and that describes my mood today...blustery. I just finished imitating Megan Fox and had a f**k it fit in the hotel parking lot and got rid of more stuff from my car. Wind is my least favorite weather system and as I was screaming at God and asking why I live my life this way, the wind just kept getting stronger....Las Cruces has been a frustrating stop for me and I have been agitated for four days. I keep pushing and trying to make things happen and I haven't just stopped and smelled the floweres. Ironic but my hotel is surrounded by roses and I didn't even notice. So as I was screaming obsenities at God in the parking lot I finally just stopped and took a deep breathe and let the wind blow through my hair. I still feel sorry for myself, however, I am no longer screaming obscenities at God.

My friend Lori gave me an envelope of inspirational quotes for my drive, and today my favorite one fell at my feet...

"It takes courage to push yourself to places that you have never been before...to test your limits...to break through barriers. And the day will come when the risk it takes to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."

Until next time.